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Willful suspension and phantom pains

The short distance I’ve covered since October, belies the activity. I was too long clinging to assumptions that are more accurately described as delusions. In retrospect, it’s easier to see the logic, that when not convoluted by false hope, was pretty accurate in its forecast. I hate that I was right. There was an agent, [...]
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Supernatural indulgences

Why was I so convinced that this was different. It felt different. Because she called me, “Angel?” Ridiculous. Yet, because we met at a time when I was fragile, I likened her existence to the proactive, blessed supernatural. I wanted so badly for the fairy tale we started in those beautiful emails to be real. [...]
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I thought of that recently

“Someone recently asked me if I liked poetry…” Asking someone if they like poetry is an intimate question. It’s not the casual language of small talk. I assumed you were trying to communicate with me about something other than e.e. cummings. Remember when you believed in my nuanced understanding of the human condition? The choice of [...]
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Eulogy

Here, then, lay our reflections Silent hymns to our complicity The capricious change of heart and The biases of memory The rapture of despair and The inevitable agony Of off-white lies and furtive cries And doe-eyed volatility The promise of redemption And shame at our complacency Duplicitous omissions That mock our claims of honesty I burn for a reprise Of our consumptive, common fallacy The brief joy of our [...]
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I love you but you’ve chosen darkness

In times of trouble, we invent definitions of our desires as unique. We forget that somebody in this world, probably more than one, is sick of the person or situation we put on a pedestal. We incorrectly believe wants are needs. We exaggerate the importance and the value of what we desire and choose pain [...]
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    The love of his neighbor was as deeply in him as the hatred of himself, and so his whole life was an example that love of one’s neighbor is not possible without love of oneself, and that self-hate is really the same thing as sheer egoism, and in the long run breeds the same cruel isolation and despair. — Herman Hesse

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